ramblerambleramble...

So today I am just gonna ramble

about everything and nothing.

I hate to say it, but

most of my friends live

in other states. I have like 4

friends here in Indiana,

but I am not old enough

yet to go out with them.

374 more days though!!!!

9 days until my 20th birthday.

Im kinda excited, but

I am more excited about

the STEELERS GAME!!!!!!

Kinda sad right? Im more excited

about a football game rather than

my birthday. I get to see family though!

Today was well enough, No work,

so I kinda slept in a little.

I went and saw Little Fockers.

I liked it, but I wouldnt watch it again.

I realised today, I have an

unhealthy obsession with talking.

Maybe because, growing up

I was kinda a loner as a child,

and also in highschool.

I had maybe 2 friends,

and I never talk to them now.

I know I have friends now, but they all

live in different states, so its kind of

hard to talk.

High school wasnt exactly

the best years of my life.

I was an outcast, got made fun of,

pranks pulled on me,

got talked about, the works.

Sadly enough, one of my friends Ex's

was one of the ones who

was mean to me.

I hated school and begged

my mom to transfer me,

but she wouldnt. The only

good part about school was my

music, and gradutation.

I know this is all like

uber depressing, and I dont

know where it came from.

mehh... whatever. I am

who I am because of what I

have gone through.

<3Ashley

P.S. Go Steelers!

*A/N tomorrows blog is going to be depressing*