Ohmygawrsh I'm finally updating!

So here I am.

Sitting at the desk with a mixed drink

of Tequila and Pink Lemonade,

FINALLY taking time to write 

a blog. :p

These past few weeks have

been kinda crazy.

I ended up going the hospital

with a severely bruised

diaphragm.

We got our bigger apartment!

(ill post pics soon!!)

NOW, I have to job hunt.

Chipotle is giving me 

the run around again,

and I have had enough.

Richard decided to get me

drunk while playing monopoly.

Every time I landed

on a property he owned

with no houses was a Shot.

If it had a house 2 shots, and

a hotel was 3 shots. 

I got piss ass drunk, 

really fast. 

I ended up saying Hello

to the toilet with

my forehead!

teehee that hurt a little..

Im loving Florida so far!

Just a little homesick is all.

Well, Hobart better be ready

for December when I come back 

for a week!!!!!!

The weather is always hot.

No rain usually, except

for when Dumbledore(jk)

decides to let it.

I wish it would rain more, but I

don't see that happening anytime

soon.

I went to a bar/club called 

Makos. 

BEST.PLACE.EVER!

The bartenders/bouncers/DJ/GM

know us all by name and face.

I danced.

I don't dance....EVER...

But Richard got me to dance.

ITS A MIRACLE!

Serious Topic Now.

Living on your own, is NOT

like playing house. 

You know how when you're

younger you play house?

Yeah, nothing like it.

Not many people realize

what it takes to live on your own.

I'm lucky enough to have

2 room mates. (soon to be 3)

We all work all the time.

Our rent is now 789 *includes water*,

we have to get groceries, pay electric, internet,

phone, credit cards (I don't have any), etc...

Being Responsible has its perks though.

At the end of the night, I know

my little family and I will

have food to eat, a bed, and

a roof over our head.

There are thousands that have

no home, or cant eat every night.

I'm thankful we all can. 

I'm glad I can experience

it now, rather than later.

*end Rant*

Anyways. 

Our friend Chris is coming home from Iraq

and I couldn't be more excited. I can

finally meet him face to face

rather than just talk on the internet

or Xbox Live!

The transition will be hard, but

I'm ready for it!

*Welcome Home!!!!*

Time to finish my drink so 

hold on a sec!

Yeah, didn't happen.... got sidetracked.

Anyways! I have to work tomorrow,

and I am less than thrilled -.-.

I applied at Build A Bear, so hopefully,

I can get in!!!!!!!!

I think thats it for now o.o

<3Ashley

*PL&H*

Florida, week one! (and other things)

Hey everyone! 

Its been about 2 weeks since my

last post and I have been busy!

I made the transition from

Indiana to Florida with no

problems at all.

The time change didn't

screw me over at all, and

I adjusted with no problems.

A few days after getting here,

 I went to work with my love.

It was awesome! I sat around

and hung by the pool all day.

I was "adopted" by a family of 3

and they fed me and everything!

The only bad thing is, I burned.

BAD. I layered sunscreen on

myself and I STILL burned!

Oh well, its just about done peeling.

(gross right?)

 He and I are better than ever.

 I'm glad I made this

decision to move here.

In other news, the other night

Richard went to pick up the

roomie Justin from work at like 3 am.

Well, I either saw this or dreamt this. 

But before I tell you, let me elaborate

on something. 

Leading Paranormal Experts say

that an entity (good or bad) will

turn into a persons worst

fear the first night the person

is alone in a new environment,

at the exact time of 

the anti-hour (3:30 am).

Well, around that time I swear 

I saw an image of Richard

covered in his own blood 

standing in the doorway

of our room.

IT FREAKED ME

THE FUCK OUT!!!!

It was awful.

I refuse to be in the 

apartment alone now. 

If he goes to get Justin,

I go with.

I started work yesterday

at a new Chipotle.

It was great! Everyone else

was nice and the customers

are awesome!

I work tonight 4-11, then

tomorrow

IM GOING TO DISNEY!!!! 

WOOT!!!!!

anyways, time to get ready for

work now! Love you all!

<3Ashley

*PL&H*

uuugghhhh

Today has been hell...

Literally...

It's like, no one is happy,

so Ashley can't be happy.

If Ashleys happy, she needs to

be made unhappy because no

one else is happy.

I'm seriously like about to

cry because Im so frustrated.

>.< what am I gonna do.

Im not gonna lie, I

use to cut. A lot.

I never left scars

because I didnt want anyone

to know, and I dont

wanna fall back into that.

Now Richard won't talk

to me :(

Nothings going right,

and I am a mess.

I dont know what to do anymore.

I cant stop shaking and

Im not sleeping.

I fake a smile to make

it look like everythings right

when I know its not.

Time to go cry so Im not as

stressed, but I doubt it will work :(

<3Ashley

*PL&H*



Excitement!!!!

Dude, Im so excited.

IM MOVING

TO FLORIDA!!!!

I cant wait!!!

Im so excited...

Florida, sun, beaches,

Disney and.... sun...

and Me and DISNEY!!!

and Richard :P

*whos most likely reading this*

24 days!!!!!

:)

I cant waitt!!!!!

I put my notice

 in work and

they basically bitch

me out everyday

because of it.

:( not something

I like to hear every

day I go to work.

Im so tired. I have

not been sleeping lately.

I think it's because Im

very anxious and stressed.

Anyway... Just to clarify:

I dont think I am

making a mistake.

I think I am making

the right decision.

If it does not work out,

that sucks.

I'm not gonna move

back to Indiana.

*unless something bad happens*

I think it will work out.

We are both adults and

can make our own decisions.

<3 Ashley

*PL&H*

Help :(

So, I went to bingo today.

Im suppose to go to florida on

vacation next month, but

I decided to move :)

My friend (whom I'm suppose

to go to florida with) basically

told me to find my own transportation

to my new living space. Her friend

doesnt want to take me to it

EVEN though we will be

RIGHT NEXT TO IT IN
ORLANDO!

Then, she tells her "I dont want

her to stay with us because I dont

know her and she might steal from me."

I mean.... really?!

I dont steal. Im not

that kind of person.

My mom bitched me out because

she thinks I am gonna make a

big mastake and regret it.

I think I'm making a great

decision. I'm 20 years old.

I need to learn from my mistakes.

(Even though I dont think Im making one.)

>.< Oi vey. I mean really!

<3 Ashley



Haven't been here in a while!

This was on the 5th.

I hit an oncoming truck at 20 MPH. Imagine

what would have happened if I was going faster!

I hit a patch of ice and tada! Look what

happens!! Im in some pain, as is my friend,

but we are all ok!

It was $320.00 to

get it towed to the yard,

held for 2 days, and towed home.

Its going to be $100.00's to get

it fixed and stuff.

 I need a radiator, fan, bumper,

frame, hood, lights etcetcetc...

I havent been on in a while!

I really dont have much

to write about! But Ill say what I can!

My dad is having surgery again today.

This whole heart surgery he had

really screwed his leg up since

they had taken a vein from their.

Hes getting it fixed today I guess.

They really kinda keep me in the

dark with this but I would rather not know.

So I dont blame them!

Everythings been kinda fucked up

lately with everyone. I hope everyone

is having a good week because I know

I havent been!

<3 Ashley



Me, Kristy, Chipotle, and others...

So, since I started at Chipotle; 

I really didn't have any friends there.

Recently, I have been hanging out

with Kristy. She is our Cashier

on Thursdays, Fridays and Saturdays.

She has literally become

my best friend out here.

She and I seriously have been

hanging out almost everyday and

have done everything together.

We just dyed our hair like 3 times

this whole week lol.

My hair is fried!! :)

Tonight her brother and I are 

staying the night.

She and I work tomorrow,

and her brother is watching

her daughter tomorrow.

*he IS kinda cute ;)*

Her daughter Brooklyn is ADORABLE!

If I had a picture, she would be on here.

Shes 2 years old.

In April we are going 

to Florida together!!!

I can't wait! I am 

hypothetically jumping

with joy!!!

ohmuhgawsh,

I cant think of anything

else to write *type*

about so I think I 

am done for tonight!!

<3 Ashley

*peacelovehappiness*

P.S. I miss everyone!!! D:

Me, you, and other things.

So! Here is another post!

I am happy to say, I will never

order Glittersniffer Cosmetics ever again.

After everything that has been

said and done, Ms. Carolyn Setina helped

me make up my mind.

There MIGHT be a new guy in my life.

:) Not for sure yet, but hopefully

it works out!!!!

He's a really nice guy and

I like him a lot. :)

As of right now,

I am currently watching House.

Work tomorrow needs to go well.

I've been reading

"Memoirs Of A Geisha".

It is really good so far!

I can't wait to rent the movie

to see if it is as good!!!

Everyone says it is really good.

I hope it is!

I cleaned my car yesterday.

It no longer smells like feet!

lmao!!!! Now, I need to clean

my room so it is just as clean!

:) Thats all for now!

<3Ashley

*peace love happiness*

Its Been A While.

Im sorry it has been a while.

Theres been so many ups

and downs lately that I havent

found much time for anything.

Work has been better.

Somewhat.

I just about quit the other day,

but I sucked it up and decided

not to.

Some co-workers and I

went to dinner and a movie

 the other day as a way of

getting to know eachother

better. I had a lot of fun.

I have learned some things,

and taught some things.

I know I havent learned

anything about myself.

 I lost 3 pounds!

I know Im all over with this

post but I havent posted in

a while so Im trying to get it

together tonight even though its not

working.

Well its dinner time so

Im going to go eat!!!

<3Ashley

*peace love happiess*

Glittersniffer and other things!!!

Today, the family

went out to celebrate my

grandparents 50th

anniversary and my birthday!!!!

I had a great time tonight.

I had a great dinner

and dessert.

The only bad thing was

gratuity. 18% = 54 dollars.

W...T...F?!?!?!

I mean, really?!

So!!!!! In an hour and 25 minutes,

I will be 20!!!!!!!

Im so excited!!!!!!!!

Some friends from work

and I are going to the movies

and out to dinner! :)

Im kinda excited since

I havent hung out with them

outside of work before.

Now, after my blog,

Im going to choose some

eyeshadow colors for tomorrow,

re-do my toenails, choose some

clothes, and get some sleep!

Steelers are gonna kick

some ass tomorrow! I cant

wait to see who wins!!!!

GO STEELERS!!!!

Welllll, time to go for now!

Peace Love and Happiness!

<3 Ashley!

P.S. Go Steelers!!!