uuugghhhh

Today has been hell...

Literally...

It's like, no one is happy,

so Ashley can't be happy.

If Ashleys happy, she needs to

be made unhappy because no

one else is happy.

I'm seriously like about to

cry because Im so frustrated.

>.< what am I gonna do.

Im not gonna lie, I

use to cut. A lot.

I never left scars

because I didnt want anyone

to know, and I dont

wanna fall back into that.

Now Richard won't talk

to me :(

Nothings going right,

and I am a mess.

I dont know what to do anymore.

I cant stop shaking and

Im not sleeping.

I fake a smile to make

it look like everythings right

when I know its not.

Time to go cry so Im not as

stressed, but I doubt it will work :(

<3Ashley

*PL&H*