Glittersniffer and other things!!!

Today, the family

went out to celebrate my

grandparents 50th

anniversary and my birthday!!!!

I had a great time tonight.

I had a great dinner

and dessert.

The only bad thing was

gratuity. 18% = 54 dollars.

W...T...F?!?!?!

I mean, really?!

So!!!!! In an hour and 25 minutes,

I will be 20!!!!!!!

Im so excited!!!!!!!!

Some friends from work

and I are going to the movies

and out to dinner! :)

Im kinda excited since

I havent hung out with them

outside of work before.

Now, after my blog,

Im going to choose some

eyeshadow colors for tomorrow,

re-do my toenails, choose some

clothes, and get some sleep!

Steelers are gonna kick

some ass tomorrow! I cant

wait to see who wins!!!!

GO STEELERS!!!!

Welllll, time to go for now!

Peace Love and Happiness!

<3 Ashley!

P.S. Go Steelers!!!

:D I love this song and other things!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bg8EQdcud7Q&feature=related

So here I am at 10 at night

listening to The Beatles!

I love the Beatles..



Anyways!!

Today was a great day.

I got off of work early,

went to the bank,

dyed my hair again,

and that was it.

I wasnt feeling to well earlier,

but I feel ok now. Maybe

I was just hungry??? Idk lol.

So, today was my first day back

to work in 2 days because

of the snow. It was busy!

Its a good thing though!!!

I kept busy and not as frustrated

as I usually would be!

*I was kinda mad but

got over it fast*

So, tomorrow the Familia

is going tout to eat for my

Grandparents 50th

Anniversary!

Then Sunday!

*insert -dun dun dun- here*

Is my birthday!!!!

and the Superbowl of course!

D: So much going on!!!!!

I GOT SOAP TODAY!!!

:D home-made soap that is!!

I can't wait to use it!

Glittercakes Bathworks

Owner Ms. Shayna Toole,

is a great friend I met

through

Glittersniffer Cosmetics!

Definitly check them both

out on facebook!

http://www.facebook.com/?ref=logo#!/home.php?sk=group_183742104991841

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Glittersniffer-Cosmetics/85929629769?ref=ts

<3 Ashley!

P.S. Go Steelers!!!!!!!

Problems... what to do?

So, I've been feeling kinda

lonely lately. I dont know

what to do anymore.

Could it be because I'm

not in a relationship

anymore?

Is it because I want to be with

someone I cant have?

Is it because Im

just.... me?

All these questions I have

confuse me. I know the

answers but I decide against them,

and confuse myself even more.

Why do relationships have to be

so STUPID!

Gaaahhh...

I dont know.

<3 Ashley

P.S. Go Steelers!

blahblahblah- SNOWPOCOLYSPE 2011!

AAHHHH RUN FOR YOUR LIVES!

ITS SNOWPOCOLYPSE 2011!

So, I had the day off of work. I went plowing with my neighbor!

I made 20 dollars just sitting there!

 The easiest 20 bucks Ive ever made! :)

No seriously though, I had a lot of fun.

I made funny noises when he would

push snow into a pile. It was funny!

All this snow kinda bums me out.

Why cant we all have nice 75

degree weather and be happy?

I kinda just wanna move to Florida or

Georgia and never leave.

Hello warm weather!

This snow is so deep, my dog couldnt

walk. He had to jump the whole

time lol. He looked kinda

like a dolphin when it swims.

*bobble bobble bobble*

We might not have to work

tomorrow. Hopefully not

because I wont have a way to get their.

Dear Mother Nature,

I really dont like you

right now. Please leave

as soon as possible.

<3 Ashley!

P.S. Go Steelers!

The saddest blog I will ever write.

I know I said I would write

this a while ago, but here it is. Please

understand this isnt something

I am proud about. But it is

something I want to talk about.

When I was a sophomore in

highschool, I was also in

band. And on December

second, was our winter concert.

My friend was there and he asked if he could

come over to my house for a while.

My mom said yes, so she drove us all home.

About 2 hours later, I walked him to the local park

so he could go home.

Thats when he pulled out a knife,

 held it to my throat, and...

you get the picture.

I went to school the next day with

hickies all over my neck. Getting

called a whore and skank wasnt

something I wasnt too proud of.

3 months later, I had

a miscarriage. It was terrible.

I cried myself to sleep everynight.

I didnt think I could talk to

anyone about it, so I kept

it a secret for 3 years.  I

felt so much better after I

talked to someone. I knew then

I am not alone. It happens everyday

to someone. Male and Female.

If this has happened to you

or someone you know, please

know you are not alone. You CAN talk

to someone and not be judged.

I know it hurts, and you feel gross, but

please report what happens to you.

Dont wait and shower, go right away.

If you or someone you know has

been a victim of a sex crime,

 Call your local authorites.

And Remember, You are not alone.

<3 Ashley

Go Steelers!

ramblerambleramble...

So today I am just gonna ramble

about everything and nothing.

I hate to say it, but

most of my friends live

in other states. I have like 4

friends here in Indiana,

but I am not old enough

yet to go out with them.

374 more days though!!!!

9 days until my 20th birthday.

Im kinda excited, but

I am more excited about

the STEELERS GAME!!!!!!

Kinda sad right? Im more excited

about a football game rather than

my birthday. I get to see family though!

Today was well enough, No work,

so I kinda slept in a little.

I went and saw Little Fockers.

I liked it, but I wouldnt watch it again.

I realised today, I have an

unhealthy obsession with talking.

Maybe because, growing up

I was kinda a loner as a child,

and also in highschool.

I had maybe 2 friends,

and I never talk to them now.

I know I have friends now, but they all

live in different states, so its kind of

hard to talk.

High school wasnt exactly

the best years of my life.

I was an outcast, got made fun of,

pranks pulled on me,

got talked about, the works.

Sadly enough, one of my friends Ex's

was one of the ones who

was mean to me.

I hated school and begged

my mom to transfer me,

but she wouldnt. The only

good part about school was my

music, and gradutation.

I know this is all like

uber depressing, and I dont

know where it came from.

mehh... whatever. I am

who I am because of what I

have gone through.

<3Ashley

P.S. Go Steelers!

*A/N tomorrows blog is going to be depressing*

Good news!!!!!

Today, I called registration for one of the

community colleges!

I register Monday at 9 am!!!

Im so excited I wanna go buy school supplies now!

Monday, when I find out what I need, I might go.

I cried today. I

wanted to make Don (My friend

who recently passed) so proud of me

and now when I have the chance and

I know hes up in heaven smiling.

He was really big on education

and would always ask me

when I would start school.

I know I can still make him proud.

My glittergirls are also proud of me.

As is my family and friends.

I love you all so much,

I dont know what I would do without

any of you.

*starts to cry*

The fact that you all have said you

are proud of me, means

soooo much to me. You

all have NO idea.

<3 I know tonights entry is short,

but this IS the end of it!!

<3Ashley

Go Steelers!!!!

My shitty day.

SO! Everything at work has been going well... I should have KNOWN something was going to go wrong... It was just too good for it not to go wrong.

Well here it is...

The manager sent someone home, that was ok for the most part. Then we got busy so a prep guy came to help me. He didnt know what he was doing. So, I tried to stay as calm as possible, but by this time I was pissed. We had a HUGE line to the door and he couldnt work as fast as I was use too.

If any of you have been to Chipotle, you know how small the place is, a having a HUGE line, is not good. Not good at all.

Then, I asked him to do something and he freaks out on me, goes to the manager and yells/bitches about me, and walks out for the night. All because of something I asked. I get yelled at for asking him to let me know if he leaves the line because if I need him, I'm going to have to call for him if hes not back.

Since I was the one with seniority, everything he does, falls back on me. If he runs out of food, I get blamed. I have to run my side, and his food wise. I have to make sure nothing runs out, everything looks good and presentable, all the pans look clean, all the food is cooked and edible, all the pans get flipped when new food comes out, everything is stocked, all the food gets made right, etc...etc...etc... We pretty much ran out of everything at one point or another. Who gets blamed??? I do!

Then he walked out, I was by myself for the last like 3 hours. If the cashier wouldnt have helped me, I would have gone crazy. I had to do ALL of my pre-closing stuff, my closing stuff, restock, make sure everything is Clean and ready for the day shift, FIFO everything (first in first out).

A guy came in with his mom and got Carnitas tacos. She asked me "do the tacos come with rice?" I replied,  "tipically no, not unless you ask." He said "Yes they do automatically come with rice, I always get them like that!" The tacos do NOT come with rice unless you ask Specifically.

He goes and tells the manager I was extremelly rude to him and he wants his food refunded... Really dude???

I have been there almost a year. I think I know my own menu for my job.

We have to be done by 10:45. I got done at like 11:15.

So because all of that... I might get written up... I would LOVE feedback on this...

On the plus side, I know my glitterfamily is always there when I need them... Especially Laura and Carolyn! <3 Our late night talks make me smile... :)

Well, thats all for tonight.

<3 Ashley

Go Steelers!

OCD... what is it? how can we fix it?

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, a mental illness resulting in persistant illogical fears and ideas, and often, particular habits created and followed out so as to avoid the fears and anxiety they cause.

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, commonly referred to as OCD; affects approximately 2.2 million American adults age 18 and older, or about 1.0 percent. *1 in 100 people have OCD*

Nearly 1/3 to 1/2 of all sufferers will find that their OCD has it's roots in childhood, some will even show signs in their pre-school years. Cases of OCD have been reported in children as young as 1.5, needless to say it's hard to make the diagnosis at such a young age (Lack of development of speech being 1 reason.). Around the age of 6 the linguistic abilities of the child make it easier to find out the existence of OCD, this co- relates with the age where most children show their first real signs of OCD.
In most cases however, symptoms will start to show while being a teenager or in early adulthood.

Although many people suffer from OCD, many are also still hiding their symptoms and surveys estimate that less than 10 % of those suffering are currently in treatment.

The presence of any aggression or oppositional defiant disorder has been said to indicate a poorer prognosis.

Typically OCD and it's symptoms will worsen due to Stress, Illnesses and Fatigue.

-For Instance, I have OCD. I do things in "3"'s if you will.  When I wash my hands, I do it in a 3 count.
-When I count things, I do it in 3's. When I type, I type letters in "3"'s.
-I also have to have my clothes folded a certain way. If it is not right, I will do it over and over again, until it is perfect.
-My movies and books have to be in alphabetical order, and by series. Nothing can be out of place.
- I also, have to spell things correctly.

It seems insane, but it is true.

OCD will evolve throughout a person's life. Some will experience moments where their OCD almost disappears or becomes milder. For these people the anticipation of knowing it will or might come back is very distressing. Others will see how the OCD takes over more and more of their lives and will eventually take over completely making it impossible for them to function normally in life/society, this of course if left untreated or when no serious effort is made to fight back.
So treatment is crucial.

You have 4 approaches: Pharmacological., Therapeutical. and Self Help. and finally Surgery. Some will benefit from therapy alone, some from medication while most will find a combination of the options most helpful

I strongly am against the surgery. So, I ask if you do want help controlling your OCD, seek professional help. I, for one, love having OCD although at times, it is difficult to maintain. (especially at other peoples houses.)

<3Ashley

GO STEELERS!

A little story from yours truely.

This is a Jack and Jill story.

This is Jack.

Jack has a nice job, a nice car,

and a nice place to live.

This is Jill.

Jill has an ok job, a crappy car,

and lives at home with her mom and dad.

Jack and Jill met a few years ago through a friend, and Jill fell

for Jack instantly. 

Jack and Jill talked a little, laughed a little, and joked a little.

They had fun. *not that kind perverts!*

Jack and Jill said their goodbyes and didnt meet again until 2011.

Jill is feeling what she felt 3 years previous, but Jack doesnt feel the same.

Jack wants to be friends. ONLY friends. Jill doesnt know what to do.

Jack and Jill both just got out of relationships. Jill has moved on, Jack

has moved on. Everyone, including Jill

thinks they would make a cute couple.

Jack has a big Ego. Jack is a sweet guy. Jack doesn't like Jill

like Jill likes Jack. Jack just wants to be friends, but is aware of Jills feelings.

Jack is a football and hockey fan...

Jill likes hockey, and sort of likes football.

Although the teams differ, its the game that counts.

Jill thinks hes kinda a perv, but she thinks

hes an adorable perv. Jill

thinks she knows what to do, but isnt sure.

Jill knows that Jack wants to be friends, but

 what if she wants to be more?

Jill is confused.

<3Ashley

P.S. GO STEELERS!!!!